it was so hurt and im feel empty when i heard she was sick. why? because since i was a little kid my grandma always took care of me cause both of my parents are at work.
my grandma died when she 98years old. i always love her she always cooked everything i want. everytime i go to bed she always sing a lulaby or read bed story. she always proud of me since i was kid every trophy i got in sport competition.
when i was in senior high school, my grandma had an accident she got broken legs because she fell in the bathroom. i was so sad because she cant stand by her self again. she start using wheel chair and she stop cook for me again. all she do just cry, talking to her self and lay in bed all time sometimes i talk to her but her ears got injured too. and after that she ask my mom to live in my hometown pangkal pinang cause in jakarta my aunt who take care of her got tired cause she have to reach 2nd stairs in my home repeatly time to time.
and my mother agree. since 2010 my grandma live there with her another son. i cant see her everyday anymore. sometimes only once a year or twice a year to come see her. but last time see her it was so sad. she doesnt recognize me,my mom or anyone. i cried a lot seeing her like that, i talk to her but she doesnt hear me at all. all i know that time she was the best i ever had until few days after i got back from my hometown.
like usually i wake up in the morning, but my mom and dad screamed to me and they ask me to booking plane ticket. after i do it i ask my mom why she freaking out like that. and my dad told me that my grandma has passed away in the hospital at 5am. i was shock i cant hold my tears i feel so bad grandchild because she want me to graduate from college as soon as possible so she can see me wearing toga, but i cant make it happen. until this day i still missing her everynight hoping that she can be happy in another world
